I finally put some thing on my deviant art... That was a miracle...
After many hours debating with myself the quality of this picture, I decided to submit a picture. Having done this, I am quite happy with myself but I feel unsatisfied by the fact that everyone else works a lot faster than I can... I guess that is why I can't do deviation's very often... Lately, I haven't been myself, the normal for me being lazy, easygoing and carefree, but the end of the school year put me into a different state of mind. I don't know why but I feel that this new state of mind is better for me and I know that it will not last long... My self-esteem is finally going up and I feel better now but like all things that come and go, I feel it is finally going... My most recent deviation feels forced to me, but everyone is expecting of me, so when no one cared, I finally got over it and posted something... I feel better and I fear that my picture sucks... Well, I guess that's my confidence level showing through... Good to know I have it... Well, I guess that is it and If you suffered through reading this, Please, Please contact me, you win a prize... That is, if you read it all and did not die from the pure stupidity of what I have on my mind...
Oh, My friends, thank you for all you've done, I guess I really never have shown it, but thank you for it all...
Even though I don't you'll read this... You'll see I made a journal and just delete it... Well, I must be going and I fear I will not return for a very long time...

Guess I should go...

GORSKE

--------------------------------------Ads-----------------------------------

Hi, I'm looking for anyone with good idea's of what to make a land boat out of with everyday materials... If anyone has idea's, please get in touch we me... GORSKE

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------
Hello, I'm looking for good ways to train myself for a scenario paintball game lasting exactly 24 hours... Please contact GORSKE
Thanks
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------
Any bright idea's, critique or even complaints...
Feel free to leave a comment...
GORSKE